hello beautiful world.
So, I don't want anyone to think that my last post was the introduction to chaos! Because who else says "happy birthday to me"???? Without getting faded off every available mind altering substance then spiriling into oblivion??
If only I could afford such luxuries. Lol lol.
Jk.
So real world talk… obviously
Since our last encounter, I have completed some incomplete pieces of my peace and happiness.
I can't even begin to explain how absolutely beautiful it is to be at peace with the most important people in your life.
So I want to share the two things (one now, and one later, lol) that have, literally prevented me from feeling at peace in my life…
“The Fire Starter”
You all know I always speak so highly about my son, and how amazing he is, and all these wonderful things… But the truth is, before him, I got to spend a lot of time with another super amazing little dude. My little brother.
I recently went back home for the first time in over 6 years and what I saw was magical.
To my sister…(and Duuurr lol *i love you guys) You are STUNNING! All of your children are just amazing…. Sweet, genuine, polite, gorgeous inside and out. You rock every outfit, holding it down no matter the situation and Literally EVERYONE Loves you! How could they not. I couldn't be more proud of what you have accomplished and the people you have chosen to be a part of your life and all I can say is…. “GOOD SHIT SISSY” I am so proud of you. The Meadowlands would be proud to have you as their HOA president. hahaaahhhahahhhahah
And to my partner in Halloween crime…. Your freaky ass animatronics say everything….
Anyways.. You are and always have been such a wonderful father!!!I have always said that about you, and stand by it 100%. You have established an unselfish, pure hearted resilience to every crazy everything that you have dealt with (I am truly sorry I didn't know about your accidents, it breaks my heart to know I didn't know I almost lost you- you are a pretty hardcore MF!-. I wont say that i taught you everything you knew, but who else eats the crust around the sandwich first and saves the middle for the last bite??( oh and mad respect to your cool ass mini clone for both giving up his room and "calling me out" hahaha he was yoda)
Moral of this story…. I went home again. Rekindled the close relationship I had with my sister. my niece as a breathtaking wife( im so proud and happy for you), repaired the relationship with the piece of my heart that still ached by refilling the laughter that has always kept everyone awake by two siblings that were finally catching up after too many years apart….
My heart is full
Oh and could one of my either amazing siblings let me know if stilettos are NOT appropriate attire prior to showing up to any event please... i would grately appreciate not needing to borrow a set of 3 size too big crocks just to get back to the car.... Mad love to my SIL for being barefoot gangster! I always knew you were one of us. lol.