Remember when we spent every hour of our lives together?
When the only thing I could give you was my time…
Teaching you everything I knew,
Showing you the beautiful things in the world
Trying my best to protect you from our life?
Nothing that happened to us was our choice
But I would never choose to spend that time with anyone but you.
I wanted to give you so much more
But that is not what happened.
Its not my place to be your best friend.
I just want you to be happy-
Or at least as close to it as we are capable of.
Today I regret not giving you enough.
Not giving you EVERYTHING YOU ABSOLUTELY DESERVE.
Feeling Like I wasn't enough.
But then I look at you…
And hug you
And feel the beauty in your heart.
And it is the reason why I know I did nothing wrong.
Because perfection does not come from the mistakes we have made
Or the things we never had or wanted,
Or could have done differently.
Because whatever I did,
I created you…
And there is nothing more perfect in this world
Than the heart that you have
And the happiness you bring me.
You are my perfection….
And never let anyone tell you otherwise…
I am sooo proud of you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You are amazing. And I love you so much.
My beautiful son...
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