Finding Purpose

hello everyone! I hope everyone is still breathing! lol. If not... why haven't you called me??? lol. jk. In that case,,, lets just get real for a second....
On we go!!
 Little credit is given to those who give it all and do not receive anything in return. This is because those who give it all, never expect anything in return. Their mission in life is selfless. And despite their actual needs, they are never needy. They could live their whole lives attempting to improve the lives of others…  not for any reward, or recognition, but because they are drawn to it. It is natural, and is felt from the core of their being, that the people they encounter or help or even listen to, need to feel something, and even if it is not the entirety of their something, we are willing to give as much as we are in order for them to feel “anything”. 
IF you are still following, my message is this…. I have accepted my place on this earth as a person who will not get everything they desire, nor have an easy life, and despite how hard I work…. As the talented and amazing, yet late Chester Bennington would say…. “I tried so hard, and got so far…. But in the end, it doesnt even matter.”
But theres no real negativity to claim in this statement, because as difficult as my life has been, my hard work may not matter for me in what I do, but I hope I said something or did something for someone…. that did matter. And even if  my life was less than what I have earned I can only hope that what I did or said, did SOMETHING, OR ANYTHING for someone else…
Because life is not about what we get out of it, it's about making the most out of life, even if it's for someone else…
And I am perfectly ok with that….
Take care little world! You are so much bigger than you even know!
PS... I would never discredit the beautiful gifts of people I have in my life, and I am in no way NOT grateful for those gifts- my perfectly amazing miracle of a son, and my appropriately necessary crazy family.... Blessings come from strange places. lol.lol